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There once was a girl who hated the world because of the pain within.  On the outside she appeared just fine.  But her sanity was wearing thin.  Pain and hate and guilt were hidden deep inside her mind.  But it grew and increasingly she broke down from time to time.  No one knew of her burdens since she hid them very well.  No one would've ever guessed that soon she'd say her last farewell.  Her family expected too much from her and spoke in an indifferent and hypocritical way.  She felt worthless and useless and stupid and ashamed.  It was the same cycle every day.  Her friends provided little comfort for they were all rather opinionated.  T

Loving you is harder than you can imagine. Imagining though, is harder than loving you. Distance makes love stronger, so they say. They say it increases strength, but so does it pain. Every night I lay awake close to tears. Close to tears I lay in wait for your arms to embrace me. Arms that will not embrace me for an unknown amount of time. Every muscle screams when I move, calling out for you. I call out for you in dreams. I scream. But you cannot kiss me calm. I wake up with nightmares of you gone forever. The nightmare feels like reality, not having you here. Every hug from friends feels too short. The feelings are too short, k

I hold your hand It's cold in mine Your breathing is shallow Your lungs not filling Your eyes are losing The light that usually shines Your skin is paling Until it matches The color of your hair That is spilled around you Like a halo of an angel I grip your hand in mine As I feel your heartbeat slow I try not to cry To let you know That I'll be strong Even after you're gone I kiss you on the lips As your soul is taken And whisper You were my first friend You were my first pupil You were my first lover I'm not ever going to let you go You better wait for me On the other side Because when I die I'm going right back to

All I want... Is for you too give me a chance. Just one chance. That's all I'm asking of from you. A chance too show you, That I'm not like the others you have encountered on your path for companionship. A chance too show you, That I would never hurt you and would never break your fragile heart for I know it has been stitched one too many times already. A chance too show you, That all the words I say aren't full of lies and deceit, But ones that have meaning behind them and that are straight from a true beating heart. A chance too show you, That no matter the day you are having whether it be up or down, My arms will be stretched

Only you pick me up when I am at my lowest. Reminding me that god has a reason for everything. Only you seem to be the only person I have met on this earth with all of humanity's upsetting misdoings onto others seem to keep a level head. With everything your body goes through I find your optimistic spirit and realizations so much more then just words, but actuality. Only you can make me smile through all of the things that we are going through. You are the only person of this world that has shown me genuine love without any objection. So with only you being my friend,lover,rock, and strength in this world I say thank you, from the botto

Wrong Side of Heaven/Righteous Side of Hell ...by reaper I've Been On the Wrong Side of Heaven, Ever Since I Became a Philosopher at Eleven, Disillusioned By a Heartless World, Never Finding the Right Girl, I've Got No Faith, Only a Dream In Which I Believe, My Life I'll Gladly Reap, My Secrets to Keep. I Fall Further Everyday, to My Dismay, I Just Can't Pray, When Nothing Ever Stays, Dust to Dust They Say, I Know the Way, What and Why, I Ask the Uncaring Sky. I'm the Demon Without Remorse, a Twisted Angel of Course, The Turtledove, Failing to Spread Love, Sorrow is My Name, Self-Pity is My Fame, If Only You Too Could See This Bullshit Gam